In this video, I delve into the revelation of being diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 48. This diagnosis emerged in the aftermath of my spontaneous Kundalini awakening, prompting me to contemplate whether it could be a spiritual side effect. I explore the possibility of its temporariness or if it has heightened my self-awareness.

Additionally, I share my candid experience of not fully adhering to my 30-day self-challenge. I open up about the challenges I’ve faced in maintaining this commitment while balancing my focus on my other channels, namely @psychedeliczen and ChueyLove. Join me in this honest reflection on personal growth, spiritual experiences, and the juggling act of managing multiple creative pursuits.


Hello Beautiful Souls! 🌟

I’m Courtney, on an extraordinary journey of self-discovery and transformation. From navigating the challenges of being an escort to facing c-PTSD and major depressive disorder, my life has taken unexpected turns. Then, a spontaneous kundalini awakening shifted everything.

Come along as I authentically document the last 18 months — the highs, lows, and everything in between. On my YouTube channel, I share the raw, unfiltered truth of my awakening and its profound impact on my life.

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Thank you for being here, for your support, and for sharing in my journey of renewal and transformation. Let’s navigate this path together!

With love and authenticity,
@Its_Authentic_Courtney 💖

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